River of Sorrow

 40 easy to do away with rice. Turn off the exhaust fan fume extraction. End to the two dishes on the table. Her mother went to the room, crying softly, . mother lying in bed, you can see the dark back to ourselves. You eat! you eat one for me! Do not give me his mother passed out delicate equipment. I'm not that much money to you faint. I owe you previous life! a clinging to the rice. bedroom one twice came from time to time, flow to the heart. table moved in almost two dishes. was no longer take the heat out. winter cold food much faster. easy to reach out to touch the burning of the face away, the results of blood touched the sticky hand. was scratched skin wound was playing the mother of two ears bleed again. easy to walk into the toilet, We find a clean towel, poured from a thermos of hot water, wet a towel, slowly rubbing his face sticky sticky blood. eyes fever. easy to walk up her hand and rubbing the eyes, rubbing the bridge of the nose from the outer corner. scalding tears more kneading more. 41 Qiming sat on the bed against the wall. There is no light. eyes in the dark adaptation the faint light. gradually come to distinguish the contours of various objects. fist Niede tight, clean and eventually lost strength, release to. Qiming forced to head back, against the wall. disappeared pain. pain. is the pain or hurt? there a difference? distressed and pained. there a difference? easily away standing in the dark, head down, then looked up and down to the ears, and numerous lightning Flint camel picture in my mind explode. hurts you ? the afternoon, the last of the sun. slanting through into the classroom. play in the remainder of the setting sun, easy to walk head down, reading the numbers on the tape, projection juvenile sight out the window. is pained it? winter seemed like forever 42 not the past. talking all the time still Hachu a white gas. corridors at the end of play where hot water is always long queue waiting line. PE always so many people leave. the sky is always that little white light, the clouds frozen general, stick to the distant sky. the radio, like voice is still like sputum, vomit stick people get fat. is this time. embedded in the brocade on the best years Ji Zhang. countless boys and girls dressed in new uniforms flocked to the playground. young life like being lined up on display, sunlight exposure in the cold. Qiming look easy to run away in front of their own. pants somehow seems hypertrophy. significantly larger waist twice. was she tied to a belt slack. trousers are too long, there were shoes and stepped on a length, glue a lot of dust. Qiming rubbed his eyes. breath stuck in my throat.'s easy to walk in front of a sudden come back to. be given to look to yourself. baggy pants easily away, the sunlight in the winter cold, and turned to look Qiming. see Qiming red eyes, easy smile slowly away. her smile like saying, ; Na, in fact, it does not matter. . the wind bam bam looked out. do not bother to get up off. anyway, and then cold wind blew into the quilt where not to. dark, Bai Hai limbs were immersed in boiling like a bath in. those called grief, like groups of ants, came from far away, and slowly climbed up her body. step by step towards the beating heart of the deepest crawl away. until the group leader, to climb to the top of the heart, and then beat the flag towards the foot of the soft places, forced to a plug mm Kazakhstan, occupying slightly. 45 Heating the school computer room is open enough. windows with a thick layer of condensed water vapor. Yi Yao scored in Baidu, A look over to see my heart sick. These are not easy to way back to the. easy to walk into a in a for a long time, and then down. 46 who have seen countless times on the TV series plot, and then staged his own body one by one. such as school up to half of a sudden out of the classroom began to vomit. such as starting school canteen would like to eat May. no one saw them, would take one to eat one. And there are more things TV can not teach their own. like waking up this morning, standing in front of the mirror away easily, the skin than ever before become better. and once heard a woman spoken of in the alley, dust, have no sense of reality, and now, but like a spider on the door usually kept to the face. the mirror of his young, smooth face. like a porcelain. be smashes, but when the porcelain, then smooth, also left a sharp, broken pieces to the bar. easy to walk so I thought, will be looking at herself in the mirror. Lin Huafeng has to get up. went to the table edge, the top is easy to do in the morning away breakfast. The mother's guilt before, but also day by day, and no difference in the time before there was a clean kill again. in front of this man, his 15-year-old is still said, But sometimes love her Easy walk back to, Lin Huafeng voice heard, to bring home, said dismissively. drawn. the rest of Lin Fenghua, the table tremble. carrying a bowl of hand because of force and violence out of several good veins. out the window like a not so pale sunlight, and have some slightly warm. the sky is open to blooming . the distance seem to whistle came. 47 pm last class is geography. blackboard and a huge map of the world. dress looked like a map of the world as the gorgeous geography teacher standing on the podium, the pointer in the air shabu shabu in the play too loud. easy to direct pumping away even feel like the students in the first row of the same faces. But today she did not care about that. the right hand side of the pocket is the last four hundred dollars to their father . in my hand, too hard, the sweat has been confused some weak. The left pocket is a written copy down your address from the computer paper. school gate to see themselves in the school The Qiming, easy to tell him something away, and sent him back first, Qiming said nothing, stood watching her a moment, then walked Tuizhao Che. especially conspicuous in the back of the crowd, white down jacket drum up the wind, gather together a group like the light. easy to see Qiming go far away, and then ride the opposite direction towards the past and go home. is there in a alley. easy to spread away from the hands of the paper, slowly according to the address above to find the past. surrounded by a variety of shops, selling fried, the barber's, selling groceries, repair bikes, all kinds of intertwined marketplace atmosphere, such as woven into a net, sweet tired of the secular flavor floating in the air. dirty side of the road there are many stray cats, with the strange eyes looking the distance. Occasionally, one or two The gaps from the roadside suddenly rush out of standing in the middle, will be looked easy to walk. at last, the piece of gray appearance, indifference to support the wall outside the window. around confused and staggered messy Indus antenna branches, almost swallowed up to this brand. already get the end of the tong. longer follow the main road past that. In fact, should be coming from the side of the road. vain to wear a whole alley. forced up the stairs remorse, the more than light up every glance retired. went two-story yellow light when left with only a small light bulb hanging on the wall, the stairs as has long been abandoned according to the awe-inspiring atmosphere as given to. mother's eyes the day was also an accomplice standing behind the silence Qiming Li Wan heart. Every time will feel like the heart of a sudden tightening up. a couple of days and how he did not speak it. white replaced by a black down jacket wool coat. wrapped in a handsome uniform upright outside. Easy mast away looked down at his pants, trousers ran out from the belt in short, like the sticks out like a pocket. Millet, vice squad, and Tang together and proud of their seems to fear but fear that easy to find easy to walk away as the laughter did not find, such as glue poured on his body, like sticky sore. Yi shook his head away, not like these. raised his head, the light seems bright some, a burning jumbo half-old woman sitting in the corridor. before them a table. on the table there are some scattered yellow medical card registered sign or something. away from the low voice that only you can almost hear, see, a lot of eyes. without expression said, the like coated with something. do not know. the windows shut, but did not draw the curtains, the light shining through the window, the cold cold ground around those projected on the white sheets and Gualian. ears of transmission from the next impact over the sound of metal utensils. easy to think away from the television show that will use the pliers, knives, and even meat with the forceps folder or something like that. do not know what truth is not also so exaggerated. Although the doctor of their own said that the fetus has not yet formed, almost never use tweezers. lying on the operating table, when asked an easily away moldy smell. white sheets sent from the body below the damp cold feeling. ? words, stainless steel scissors in those things like tweezers, reflecting the white light. easy to find the body in a remote suddenly tightened nerve. The doctor turned away and said to the nurse, you help her with her pants off. 49 is almost easy to walk frantically run down, put bags in hand, hit the arm of the stairs to collision. behind, chasing out the screaming voices of nurses, the only catch phrase is rebate, ah! when a sudden intense sunlight enveloped down from the beginning. almost the same tingling blind. pulling the retina, through the complex under a variety of white shadow. standing amidst. gradually gradually restored a heartbeat. tears hung long in the face. by winds becomes cold. gradually see the surrounding structure. three of the old attic. in front of large crowds is a rough road. Overhead, a colorful parasol tree branches disorder, isolated a two autumn leaves do not fall in between the branches to stay with, was dry winter air flow into the specimen. alley mouth a sell boiled corn, half-blind She lifted her eyes to see to their own. depression do not see the look in the eyes, that there is no light, such as hissing black holes absorb the vitality of their own. And these are not important. important is a clear projection of the retina of the three girls dressed in new uniforms. Tang millet hair bow around Ash scarred buildings in a dazzling red, as red as, along with the police alarms. Tang millet looked down from the attic easily washed away, the tears still hanging in her face, a heavy bag in one hand, the other hand tightly grasp the belt, hypertrophy of the school uniform pants are the empty wind. She looked up to see by numerous piece of wire and cross the is easy to lose the soul of the distance, his face gradually emerged out of a big smile to. easily looked away, and Don millet for watching. eyes tight, as entangled as the string pull, to stretch in a straight line from the mess. no one not to look back to. familiar scenes and scenes, but the script reversed roles. until easy to walk down dark eyes suddenly bright. Tang millet lightly on the raised lips. did not say it, but will be able to hear --- - ; take care of yourself. a. watched with great interest in their heads bowed in front of the easy walk. easy to walk did not speak, but more force to pull the clothes of the Tang millet.'s clothes by hand grasp fold, along the extension of the clothing material up two or three smaller lines, point to Don millet brilliant smile. street sprinkler stood beside the old songs from their opening in the past. In the eyes of others, this scene and more like good friends the last, respectively. Some wear the same uniform The young girls, one holding the other clothes. imagine the dialogue should be a matter of course out, but not seen, is in an intersection outside the park Tuizhao Che young black hair on the zebra crossing. He is far from looking over the eyes, gentle and sad at the girl's body shrouded. as he helped hand on the faucet those of another release. he will be standing on the zebra crossing, traffic lights change to staggered return. did not change his rest. 50 by his look came from far away, was his call came from a distant place long, gentle dialogue, white swim slowly, pulling the vague light, dense aspect in the dark horizon. broke away eyes, the window is 3:00 in the alley. dim the lights illuminate a gap in the dark, some sink and trash in developing a profile in the gap. occasionally there will be wind up being a white plastic bag, floating past the window. two or three cats stood quietly on the wall, looked up to the bright moon. sometimes very far from Local heard a car horn twice, in the chilly night, because too quiet, have heard no harsh feelings, only the kind of grief, in the open street is continuing to enlarge the . easy to walk up her hand and wipe the tears left corner of the eye. turned face to the wall to close your eyes to sleep. has been the number of days in a row doing this sad dream? sometimes easy to remotely wake up crying from a dream, or can not stop feeling sad, then continue to cry, cry do not know for what, but it can clearly know that they have been called a sad mood was such that the layer thick Shanghai summer floating in the air the rainy season, the whole city was made a mold. cry tired, once again sleep in the past. The latest sorrowful dream, Qiming dead. 52 easy to walk and bicycle traffic along Qiming slowly toward the front to move forward. In the morning the traffic situation in Shanghai is like to be boiled a pot of pasta, three steps of a red light, Buyi traffic jam, morning exercises olds from time to time, tiptoe around them trotted from in the past. every road are like a dead snake paralysis, slow creep forward. is the scarf pulled up to cover the more you want to face some of the Qi Ming, away Oh smiled, ; Qiming interrupted her hair back and frowning slightly. easy to walk back and looked at Qiming with great interest, but also did not speak, anyway, is a trick to see the way Western look Qiming face, as if someone in his take the stage in his face, like singing, even watch the last laugh. Qiming look embarrassed by her, turned around to see the red light, whispered to himself. easy to have turned away to see the red light, countdown 7 seconds left in the red word. Push the two, went to the front to go. immobilization in the school shed the same time also met Tang parking millet. Tang Yi millet looked away Tiantiandexiao of a laugh. easy to look into the distance with her face feel like a bloom off the huge rotten flowers. exudes a strong decay of the flowers. easy to break away suddenly remembered the time at home last week to see the kind of broadcast television giant insects eat plants . The same flowers are huge, gorgeous color, and transparency of the petals flowing mucus. Zhang huge mouth, waiting for the wings of insects flying near the side. walking around with the crowd, the head of the noisy confusion Sparrow, the mood was restless beat against the bicycle bell, well think of the early-morning study electric tones. These are all disappear. only quietly toward the front of his big mouth open, the huge and splendid thick chrysanthemum . 53 and the same is not expected, and does not appear easy to imagine the scene away. Before coming to school, easy walk had thought about all sorts of terrible possibilities. even the The intention is to good for. in accordance with the character of Don millet and her wrists and easy to walk into the classroom that directly appears on the blackboard to see on the posters themselves to private gynecology what is not too much to do. as have heard before her many accomplishments. tricks used to describe the ruthless infighting also does not seem too. but easy to walk into the room, but there is no difference with the usual place. Qiming bow still on the podium and then record The students copied the name of the late. The subjects of the Branch representatives standing in front of the code came back and homework into small piles. girls clustered into several small groups, discussing last night's drama department and a few boys school sports lace news. easy to walk toward the back of the room looking over the Tang millet, after the Ce Zhuotou her, and her talk about this girl behind her new dress. easy to walk softly sigh of relief, but suddenly float while Ruoyouruowu palpitations. As is already known to play opposite a punch, raising his hand your head in the success of the elbow down to see each other, afraid of attracting head blow. easy to walk to sit down and dig out from the bag the morning of the textbooks to use. shoulder was tapped from the back, easy remote turned away, standing millet Tang themselves behind an iron hand out candy jar in front of --- in his delivery, stench went straight up to lick the nose. 55 calisthenics done, a huge crowd of students after the water like a summer storm, winds flowing from all directions. triage into one another share, from different places, the flow of with a low place. Qiming looked around and easy walking distance, leg length was stepped out of that part of it was the pants rotten side, leaving a few thin black cloth, Nianman gray. Qi Ming-wrinkled brow, clear sunlight, the dark narrow eyes only shadows, said: one. Tang Yi Yao hit just when the millet rose from his chair, holding the hands of the insulated cup ready to pour, came away easily seen, and she paused, then reached his hand smiling easily handed the cup away before Look over here. easy to walk the face of her standing, did not speak, but raised his seeing her hand resting on the edge of the table, forced to pull the nail lacquer to the next one. Tang and millet are also looking at easily away, he pulled off the table that picked up a metal pot, then Mercedes into the mouth, a smile and girls and sweet. plum at the muster in cheek piece, such as tumors grow. easily took the cup away, turned and walked toward the door . sparse row of hot water where two or three individuals. winter is almost over. temperature is not as low as terrible as some time ago. So a while ago, so hot water is not hot. easy to walk quickly to touch a glass, and then walk back towards the classroom. go half, easy remote stop, unscrew the lid, put the water inside the sink to its side and cut in half, then twisted the faucet to fill it Raining Cats and irrigation water. screw down the lid also that is not enough, easy to drink from his cup lifted away, and then spit it back toward the inside. easily took the cup away, walked to the other side of the corridor toward the classroom door. took a few steps away and easy to stop, put your hands on the lid, or twist off the end, all the water poured into the edge of the sink. suddenly Teng chug up the white vapor diffuse from the edge of the sink up. easy to walk down the hall back to the white aluminum bucket, unscrew the heat tap the cup to receive the following. grunt sound irrigation coming out from the cup. easy to lift the back of the hand away, wiped his wet eyes were hot smoked, and then cover the lid, back to the classroom. Tang millet smiling took the cup, open the lid just going to drink, he first entered the classroom by a female stopped. a mouthful and spit into, and just also like to ask what she was engaged. true expression of surprise or play, no matter what kind, the performance of this face can be used body sat still. did not say anything, and slowly pulled out from the bag of books to the next class. and so she turned a good text, behind came late in the Jiao Chen Tang Millet: away how can you it? see it, but can still rely on feeling and imagination painted bright Phnom Penh. intense fishy taste, still full of mucus drip huge petals, spread, breathing into the chest. dissolved into the life cycle, can not replace and collapse into the evil and insidious. 57 winter sunshine, even if it is noon, the sun will not be as vertical as summer and the next, people will be condensed into a heavy shadow of black ink dots. winter sun, at noon, when, from slanting through the window came in the shape of the window, pulled out in the cafeteria on the ground of a more narrow rectangular bright spots. winter noon, I feel like a summer evening, as the vague but sadly beautiful. a boy kicked the ball ran from behind some slow motion, like the dust from the ground to float, floating in the bright light in the beam shape. can not tell whether to laugh or on a serious face. back to help her pick out a cup had a cold face, stared at her, an evil of vicious children to do Several girls away to hear the next table to talk with him quietly. ; I finished. the entire school girls are infatuated with the beautiful. easy to look away watching his Qiming, he slowly Shoulong the sun's face, like after midnight, the white night-blooming cereus bloom in the sun before all the good Shoulong. Flanagan weak heart candles, but also shake a little, went out. 58 away just as easily as intended in the Tang millet trick did not stop. it can be said, than he imagined, even vicious lot. delicate face as he, like the eyes of others, but also many, many good innocent. like a sweater demolished the beginning of the Okanagan need to find the thread, and then little by little pull, pull into a pile of tangled mess lines. things thread is this afternoon, a delivery boy passed away on the easily a hundred dollars. So just pull the same sweater, not to stop to go rushing to pluck. 59 morning when the school The radio has been repeating the afternoon cleaning the whole school thing. because next Monday to meet the city health department inspection, the city focused appraisal assessment, health has always been an important indicator of the situation. So the whole morning radio are at pains to repeated to remove the afternoon matters, which that morning exercise music female disease Galium aparine, Liao replaced dean desperately urgent tone. from the speakers hanging around the school, the outward blowing hot flame. The whole school was Bake like the atmosphere of this restless to fire the general. In the afternoon after school study hall is the last one vigorous clean-up the whole school. not to be dead. on listening to the conversation around the girls, out of the window the sun shines. like pale cold winter is about over. all began to recover from heat, water vapor rises from the ground slowly, the whole world is surrounded by the warm water vapor. blackboard left a large area is used to write the clean division of labor. east of the garden: Lizhe Dong, Mao Jianan, Liu Yue, ranking clouds classroom: Chen Jia, Wu Liang, Liu Beili. corridors: Jie Chen, security and Ming, Xu Yaohua, Lin Hui. hh Stairs: Easy walk. easy to walk quietly staring at his name on the blackboard, alone accounted for half. your name above, the sun slanting just a bunch of photos in your own name above, are slightly chalk dust floating in the bright light inside. easily pulled away from the mouth, of unknown meaning given to laughter. on their own feet. easy to walk back and go, just about bent Qujian to hear the voice behind the Don millet. originally intended to slowly bend the waist down straight up, the whole back Jiangzainali.'d girls next to feel embarrassed, embarrassed smile, got up to pick their own. feet, and why ah. beautiful crystal nail in that the tin pot full of plum on the in their own back stabbed the deep and shallow Ruoyouruowu. has issued around the same familiar nausea. easy to walk bent over, picked up the book, patted the dust, then put it back on the table next to the girls, sunshine eyes narrowed. can not tell the girls face is the embarrassment. Shoulong from behind Tang millet beautiful expression. out of the window of the radio is still the director of academic affairs, as desperately as the voice. the wind with clouds, great big flowers passing duo behind them to fly the blue sky overhead. There in the winter ...